what?! two blogs in one day?!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
5:32 PM
I was on Lizzie's blog, and I came across something that I knew far too well. So, allow me to include it in my blog, for it represents what I feel as well.
I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all for not hating which I know I should, but can't.
Everything was never enough for you.
I don't hate you, but I dislike you so much it amazes me that I can dislike someone so much. I didn't forget a single thing. I didn't forget how much it hurt. I didn't forget how selfish you were. But hey, to hell with you, cos I'm a better and stronger person without you.
xx
P.S. Do you rekon that if I somehow call Hamish & Andy, while they're on air, and talk to them about Saving Hurlstone's Farm, they'd actually do something? And that's only if I can get through the lines. LOL FML. No actually, F HURLSTONE'S FUTURE, looks doomed atm :(
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