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Thursday, May 14, 2009
9:44 PM
I hate that only one person knows, but I can't really hate the fact that only one person knows because I made that choice.
You hate loving them, because you know deep down in your heart that somehow, it doesn't fit with expectations, that it doesn't fit together, and that it shouldn't be at all.
I hate how every possible insignificant thing can be made into a bigger deal, and then you get caught up with all your emotions that you can't differentiate between what happened, and what you wanted to happen.
You hate fighting it, but you can't seem to let it go, because it's the only thing that's letting you push on.
I hate feeling the way I feel because I know I shouldn't feel like this, yet I still can't help it.
You hate being told what to feel by others.
I hate being told how to feel by others.
And for what it's worth, would it help if I told you, that I knew exactly how you felt? Because, I think I truly do.
xx
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